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November 17 I miss Licoriceuugggghhh. i ache so bad. I've been going to the gym a fair bit lately, figure since I'm paying for it, I might as well get my ass out there and use it. logical thinking no? anyways, since I've been I sure feel the number its doing on my body. boy am i gaining mucles and using parts of my body i dont normally. i mean my lower back and the back of my legs (calves?) are killing me. And my boyfriend doesnt like to massage me so... i suffer. lol and speaking of suffering, let me take you down a sad reminisce of my financial burdens and lack of junk food. lol. Do you realize how long it has been since Ive had licorice? my god! Rome was built quicker than the amount of days ive suffered this unfabulous treatment. lol and im to blame, but still! today i could definetely go for some sweet red tasty twirly licorice sticks....... ughhhhh. *drool* But I havent been in a high expense area at the moment lately, and can hardly afford non essential things. work is crap. I hate it there and Ive sorta been weeded out. Cut down on shifts and hours. So Im trying to get some other options going, except not much luck out there. No one gets back to me and I feel as if I am wasting my time. *sighs* I really dont know what I am going to do, I had a job interview at a bank just recently and I went all out and had to get new dress shoes to wear for the interview and I bought this jacket and shirt. Now I returned the jacket after having worn it (i know so tacky and tasteless, but these are desperate measures, i want to look my best) and i basically have to keep the shoes after having worn them and i need good dress shoes anyways, and if I get the job then i can wear these to it. The shirt I kept as well because I can wear it if I get the job and also its a good job interview shirt and I wore it and it smells like my cologne so I doubt they would take it back. hello between my cologne and deodorant, why would they? Anyhow dress expenses aside I also caved and bought total crap today. lol And for Christmas. I have a couple things, but I have a theme I wanted to do this year and since Alex helps me pay half for whatever I buy, I figured I might as well get some things. It will make me happy for time being and this way I can decorate and celebrate at least a bit for christmas. we all know I dont see my family and hardly buy anyone gifts due to lack of money, interest and time. Yet, I think there might be a couple things I can return soon if I dont use them and that then means a bit more money back to me and off the debt. lol Urgh, boy do I really hope I get this bank job. They are suppose to call today if I do, so I am keeping everything crosses hoping so....... =| I just cant and dont want to do the coffee industry anymore.
Anyways aside from all that crap, this weekend is my friend Cory's birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU CORY, and I am gonna try and get him to come down to Toronto for the end of the month, and then also I am gonna go take a swim and do my dishes. So that will be about it. Ciao for now folks and take care and watch your money over these next 2 months. Always, Michael. Comments (1)
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