So I dont know what it is, but I must look like someone. I must. Whom I dunno, but I sure did get a lot of looks today. Sure I dressed my old style self. Dressy clothes and scarves, but nothing that major check me out style. And the final clincher was when I was down in the grocery store picking up a couple of items, the cashier/woman goes "You Shop Here?" Oh thats very nice and smiled at me. And when I was going through the store, a lot of people were looking at me too. Now I dunno, but I thought I was very casual, maybe I have a passing resemblance to someone and with my big scarves and coat and glasses, maybe I look like Im trying to hide. lol

Anyhow, so I was out and about today, sorta checking if there are any places Id like to work at, and I found myself in Canadian Tire checking out all the christmas stuff. And boy am I getting excited! I figure this year, Id like to do my theme in baby blue, dark blue, pink and silver. The odd white here and there, but the majority the 4.

 

And Ive still been on my mission to try and find another job. Im still hoping on getting a banking job, and Im also trying to see if I can work as a receptionist/customer service greeter. Anything to get me out of this house. So the other day I was heading down to get my laundry and I took the elevator which was completely filled with people, all white which I might point out, and so anyhow just as we were heading to our separate locations it stopped in the lobby to pick up this young black guy and when he peered into the elevator and saw all of us, he was like Hell No, and just let the elevator pass and decided to catch a new one. Most of us on the elevator all laughed. It was something completely silly, like what, was he afraid we were going to look at him or something? oh geeze. Anyhow, aside from working being completely not me and stressful and my relationship basically on and off the rocks, I havent been doing too much and dont have anything to report on. My dad had some heart troubles recently that I forgot to mention, but otherwise its just things i want to do to report on.

First off, Id like to go see the musical Wicked before it ends, and also head to the opera to catch the Nut Cracker and Sleeping Beauty. I just love musicals and the opera. Oh how I wish I had the money to be ever more so fabulous. Lately Ive felt like in a rut and definetely havent been my fabulous self. I just need more money and better work. And Im working on it.  For all you people out there saying to do something about it.

Hanging out wise, it hasnt been too much of anything. Mostly Alex and Brad when I need to switch things up. Tonight I will be hanging out with him in fact. Get sometime away from the house and let Alex do his own thing.  I hung out with my friends Doug and Aidan for a bit this weekend with Brad but so far thats been about it. We went out to dinner at Shoeless Joes. Nice place, cute and good food. Total straight sports bar feeling. And I also saw Brad's new place that he purchased to move into (condo) as well as my friend David just purchased a condo for him and his parents to move in for december. So that means, hello housewarming party next year.  Oh and recently I tried meeting and making some new friends but that didnt pan out. The one guy turned out to be a total loser and most of his friends druggies or drug dealers. urgh. what is it with me and finding ever loser on the planet? *shakes head* Anyways boys and girls thats it for now, Michael out.