So folks, here it is, just after 2 years Britney Spears has divorced her trailor trash loser husband Kevin Federline. More like "Underline" with his personality to me. But yes, as of yesterday it has become official. And are many of us surprised? Not really, no. Im surprised B put up with him that long, maybe it took a while before she peeled herself away from her eyes before she finally took notice of the loser she was married to her. But aside from all their public fights with k Fed and Britneys' terrible decisions (both in personal and her kids lives), their marriage was doomed either way. And now poor Britney has a lot of work to do to re-establish her credit and social status. But this is gonna take some time, like now she too is officially trailor trash. like come on? how many of us, have had anything good to say about Brit over at least the past year? And with her spoon feeding and also raising her husband, she has totally lost all fabulous status. I hate to say it, but their relationship was just like if my friends Cory and Elias dated. It would simply and pin pointedly not work. I like to be positive and optimistic, but somethings are just not meant to work, and just like with Cory and Elias, Brit and KFed just dont work.  True, I realize many of you are thinking the same thing with me and Alex, but Im trying. I want to be with him and I believe he wants to be with me, but it is just taking a lot of work and its hard. Alex and I are so different and lately our relationship has just been me trying to solve and fix everything, but Ive realized I really need to think in terms of "We" and "us" than rather jsut me and I. I have to start placing responsibility and things in his area, so it's just not me working on the relationship. And to be honest, right now Im not happy with our relationship and I think everyone, maybe even the Pope knows it. However, I think Alex and I just have to keep working on it, we have to get him to be more communicative and serious with me, and I need to be more aggressive with my personal life outside of just our relationship and work toward future goals. So if I dont want to end up like Brit and Kev with Alex, then we need to reconcile our differences..... Darren if you are reading this, it applies to you too. Take heed from my words. Anyways folks, thats it for now. Ciao! M